My life has been in chaos
or maybe saying it is in a mess is a better description.
And it is still under investigation and construction now
I work overtime every day.
Why can't I do things right first?
I am letting myself down and I disappoint others, too.
Disappointed is like the heavy dark clouds on my face.
I think I need to put on a real mask now because I can't pretend to be happy anymore.
On weekend, I don't want to think about work anymore.
However, whenever I finish watching all dramas, I feel so empty and exhausted that it seems the computer is a monster which can absorb all my energy.
Then , the worries come to me on Sunday nights.
The vicious cycle turns around and around.
La vie est belle, mais je sais que celui n'est pas facile.